7.30.97

release me from these uncomfortable departures
i want to feel no more attachments
i want to forget your turning point
your eyes fixated on someone else
is destroying who it is i am
i’ve lost all connections
you hardly even look at me anymore
i feel transparent
i feel without a soul
and there you are killing me inside
and you don’t even care
take notice for one fucking time
treat me like i’m human
can’t you just be kind
but you look right through me
and feel my stare
tell me what am i doing wrong
why did i lose someone who was never there
this is my life spilling before you
please stop being blind
i feel inside flutters of my sadness
too long untouched
too long alone