i cannot feel circles and circles i have pretended lost beneath voices of familiar faces crossing tears broken strings like a child release me stop asking these questions tonight he saw me let it go pictures of you magic kisses i have walked down these roads i always wanted to believe there were times i thought i knew it all hollow fears i'm not waiting for you take me back tell me stories i've tapped into a perosonality pretend to see me through my eyes notice me for one fucking time just tell me to stop another story if you told me what to say i want to wash away



11.29.97

i知 not waiting for you
but for my desires to settle
for the parting lonely hours

my mind keeps escaping
into land unclaimed
i wander freely into situations not meant for me

i値l confess to the aching
when familiar thrills keep breaking
i値l admit to my obsession
but nothing痴 replaced the tension

i知 on my own
waiting for a timeless cure
hoping someday he値l feel more

but these are my choices
so they say
these are my choices
that cloud my way